Curcol backpacker #4: Doa seorang pelancong

Ya Tuhan, semoga nanti aku mendapat partner a.k.a husband yang bisa jadi teman jalan, yang tidak grumpy, siap dengan segala situasi meskipun tidak pasti, tidak mengeluh kalau tidur ditempat yang langit-langitnya seperti ini:
 Atau spreinya ada stain seperti ini: 

Karena biar bagaimanapun dan mungkin sampai kapanpun, aku akan tetap melakukan perjalanan-perjalanan seperti ini. Yang mendadak dan tidak pasti.

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Kupang, 9 Januari 2020

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