If your family truly loves you, why do they expect you to live the way they want? If you require no marriage to be happy, why do they want you to get one to be happy? Life is confusing, because the ones who put the deepest scar are the ones closest to you. Betrayal came from your friends, not from the enemies. You live the expectation of others, in order to be considered 'normal and happy'. If happiness come from within.. and they truly care about you.. why do you need to live the life they have? It's theirs, not yours.