I wish this is my last try
I have a long list of reasons why I should leave you, but I didn't.
I beg myself, please let this be your last try, and yet I keep trying again and again.
For the apologies I never received, for all the wishes of it to be sweet again like in the beginning..
You used to call me princess, and I used to believe that.
You throw all my dignity away, I throw my ego for the sake of making things work. I want to make things work. For once I want something last and not to throw it once it gets hard.
But you keep threatening me of leaving and I keep making a way for you to stay.
I want to let you go now, but I want you to know the damage you have caused me. I want you to know how hurt it is to stay for you.
It is selfish for broken people to spread away their brokenness.. you found me as a happy girl on instagram, only to be left as a woman who deactivate her account.
I wish I could die right now.
I wish I could die and never met you anymore.
You hurt me.