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Cemburu Nadhira (2)

"Mungkin Allah tahu, kau tidak akan kuat menanggung pahitnya perceraian. Maka Dia telah pisahkan kalian, sebelum akad"

Penulis buku 'Ketika Dhira Jatuh Cinta' itu pun bercerai. Menjadi janda di usianya yang baru seperempat abad. Jika saya, ataupun anda, baru mengalami pahitnya putus cinta, ditinggal kekasih atau gagal menikah, maka Nadhira, perempuan yang luar biasa kuat, mengalami pahitnya berpisah dengan seseorang yang ia sangka Sang Pangeran.

Tiga tahun silam saya pernah menulis tulisan dengan judul serupa (tanpa angka dua), di blog dengan nama domain nama saya sendiri. Saat itu saya masih berstatus 'in a relationship' dengan seseorang yang saya sangka adalah pangeran yang ditakdirkan untuk saya. Tulisan itu saya buat karena terpancing membaca tulisan di blog ayah Nadhira: Jamil Azzalini. Yang membuat saya menelusuri blog sang putri, dan terkagum-kagum sendiri.

Saat itu Nadhira masih tinggal di Jerman, dan menghadapi perasaan cinta yang (mungkin) mendalam …

Menangis saja, diam diam.

Jika sedih yang sedang kau rasa, maka menangislah.
Tidak peduli meski itu pukul 12 lewat 12 menit tengah malam.
Bersandarlah pada dinding keras dan dingin.
Tumpahkan segenap sedih dan kesal mu pada angin.
Lantas tuliskan pada secarik bait, tentang perjuangan yang ingin kau tuntaskan. Tentang mimpi dan janji yang ingin kau perjuangkan.

Menangislah dan tumpahkanlah. Segumpal marah yang kau pendam sendirian. Selarik tawa yang kau sapu diam-diam. Robek semua topeng bahagia. Karena tidak semua orang harus selalu bahagia.

Kau berhak tuk sedih. Berhak pula tuk menangis. Kau boleh menipu dunia, menipu kawan hingga lawan. Tentang tangguh nya tinjumu melawan angkasa. Berdiri angkuh bagai seorang perkasa. Namun jika hari sudah tiba di penghujung asa..

Bersandarlah pada dinding yang tegas dan dingin.
Angkuhnya akan merobek persendianmu.
Luruhkan segenang air yang sedari pagi ingin mengalir.

Luruhkan semua jati dirimu. Kau berhak untuk menjadi lemah. Dalam satu-dua tarik napas, kau berhak untuk me…

Parents Crap

Chuck Bass never be his father favourite as he wished to be.
Blair's parents divorce, because his father was in love with another man.
Nate was having an affair with married woman (and got paid) because he needs money to bail his parents from the bureau.
and Serena? Her mother got married four times - five now - and she raised her younger brother Eric while her mother is busy with the men.

Gossip Girl knows how to put parents as a non-holy-saint-human-being children supposedly adore.

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Put up your glasses, kids. This post is about to blown your head about the believe they have plant on you.

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People are getting married these days. For this is a phase where man and woman in my age found each other, make a vows, celebrate with flowers, and live happily ever after. Some of them are soon having a baby, and some other still need to wait another year. (Including me, who is not only waiting for the baby, but also the love I deserve). 

You know what's next? 

Becoming a parents! It's the…

Di Jalanan

All my life, I've been traveled. Wandered around from town to town. Born in one town, grow up in another. And every time I get sick of the people, I always had a chance to move out to a place where none knows me, and start over. 

That's.. until I am twenty, and start living my life. 

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We all knew that life is a journey. A long road one must face without knowing where are they heading to. Some may lucky enough to find direction, right after they were born. And some still struggling to find who they are, in their fifties. 

A group of people are passing my way, that afternoon. In a train station, where people are rushing, either going home or leaving home. They have their life, and train station is only one intersection where they meet each other, even really noticing each other. 

On.. and on. That's how life works. We met people, and they leave their marks. Some a paragraph, and some leave a chapter. One of them could might be a title, but that didn't happen to anyone. As …

Be the..

Be the Dan Humphrey for the night.
The no-five-star-restaurant-date
No limo no expensive gesture.
Be the Dan Humphrey for my Serena Van Der W.
And we'll talk the whole night in silence.But don't..
Be the Rufus Humphrey for Lily.For love is only one shoot of bravery.***Minimalist appreciate feelings more than money. We can't buy happiness so why busy filling voids with stuff. Be genuine.
Cause that's what you are.