Posts

Changing Colours

Image
Dulu.. saya suka warna merah. Sejak lulus SMA, dengan usia masih tujuh belas hingga memasuki semester awal kuliah, saya selalu memilih merah. Berani.. Kata orang.. Aries adalah Api. Dan Merah berarti Membara. Saya.. dan antusiasme berlebih, berusaha tampil mengunjuk diri. *** Kemudian.. Saya suka toska. Atau jika sulit didapat, saya akan pilih biru muda -langit. Saat itu usia saya dua puluh satu. Nyaris lulus kuliah meski belum juga. Biru dan hijau toska, artinya tenang. Saya ingin bisa tenang, Padahal waktu itu, belum bisa juga. Berusaha memadamkan api yang terus menerus gelisah ingin membakar. Bingung.. Saya bingung dengan identitas. Entitas. Gelisah menunggu giliran, untuk mempresentasikan diri saya. Teman lain sudah selesai, sudah berjalan menuju panggung selanjutnya. Saat itu, saya masih menunggu giliran. *** Usia saya dua puluh lima. Waktu kecil, saya pikir dua puluh lima adalah saatnya berumah tangga. Karena sudah terlalu tua. Ternyata, apa yang dipikir tidak sel...

Minimalism as Principle

Image
Never let a day pass without happiness. Wasted days are the days we survived with clouds. Be the reason someone smile today. Be the one who shed some clouds out of the blue. Make at least one person happy by saying or giving. If you believe in communication, then you must believe that universe communicate with us. Through some vibration, as in physic also translated as: String Theory. Life is about exchanging energy. And energy is a material which cannot dissolved. It is eternal in its number, the number we give equals with the number of energy we receive. And if we want to be happy, first we must decide to be happy. When we can't help but sad, start to make another person happy. Its not hard. And never be expensive. It doesn't always require money. Just be there.. To the one in need. Listen deep. Happiness lies in all simple things on Earth. We don't need much, if we had a chance to look closer.

From the Blade Runner Movie

Image
So what's the correlation between Blade Runner and Minimalism? If you have seen the movie, it shows you about a robot who wants to have a heart. Who wants to feel, like human. Desired, wanted, and born. His wish is so simple. In his advance world of technology, he wants emotion. A touch, a smile, a pleasing word. He had everything, and yet it's not enough because he needs affection. Then he started to hearing from another robot. An Artificial Intelligence built who whispered about everything he wants to hear. Even though its calming, it is not exist. *** Blade Runner doesn't try to save the world. But it saves the tiniest part of the world who can make huge impacts: EGO. And that's when I found a link with minimalism. From the perfection of Ryan Gosling's act, I concluded that the more we grateful for who we are, the happier we are. We don't have to seek the answer of our existence, even if the movie said 'people sleep better when they know who they are...

A Fault in My Minimalism; And How to Deal With That

Image
At the end of the day, we have to clear our mind from hatred and guilt. Those two only eliminate peace that we need.  *** Karena saya merasa bersalah. Dalam dua hari ini telah merasa gagal menjadi minimalist. Saya kini berusaha untuk mengingatkan diri sendiri bahwa tidak perlu terlalu keras dalam memegang prinsip yang baru. Ya, minimalism tergolong baru bagi saya. Maka tidak perlu terlalu berlebihan dalam bersikukuh. Kompromi sesekali juga perlu. Because everyone can be a minimalist. I can. YOU can. All of us, we can be a minimalist. Asalkan mau dan konsisten. Seperti misalnya, seorang muslim yang ingin berhijrah menjadi lebih taat. Mulai dari gaya berpakaian ia ubah, cara bertutur sikap, memperbaiki ibadah, hingga caranya berpikir dan memandang permasalahan. Yang tadinya pakai baju serba ketat, diubah menjadi longgar. Kerudung yang diikat ke leher, agak dipanjangkan menutupi dada. Sholat yang tadinya diulur hingga ke penghujung, mulai dimajukan menjadi awal waktu. Yang t...

Resetting the Goal

Image
I got a story, told by one of the client on our way down the road. It was raining, and we had a three hours drive upon us. So.. They started to make a joke about life before turning the topic on nostalgic story. This one guy had a broken heart experience that he decided to share it with us. He had a best friend, a girl. They were together since high school, their house even so near that he can pick her up everyday until college. They are extremely close that their group suspect them of having an affair, more than just a friend. He must confess that he too have feelings for her. But he doesn't have enough courage to tell her, because he respect their friendship. Even after they graduate he still going on a trip with her along with the group. Until one day.. When his job was getting crazier, he couldn't take the trip. The group was decided to go with one additional member. A doctor, he said. A friend of her. He never knew that not taking that trip means missing a chance of g...

Generation

Image
The Jewish.. why are they so passionate about their work? Why are they excel in every field they're doing?  *** It is pain, that unites people. If you realized, how Dutch armies has united this separated island into one fight under national flag. It is war, that we seek. As what Loki said in his first attempt to conquer Earth, this is what human beings naturally are, we're in desperate need of conquerer. Being enslaved as we used to. Freedom is just a lie, because nothing is really free in this world.  Human's basic need is ego. Fulfilling the ego, is like drinking the ocean and still not enough.  We are all separated. Categorized by labels, religion, skin color, nationality, not until the species from outter space are coming in that we'll unite as a team. Otherwise, we fight each other to prove who's the strongest.  Isn't it? *** World is in chaos. People are trying to fix it.  I was once thinking that I could be part of them. Be a big guy, who ...

Demons

Image
"No matter what we breed,  We still are made of greed This is my Kingdom come This is my Kingdom come When you feel my heat,  look into my eyes It's where my demons hide It's where my demons hide Don't get too close It's dark inside It's where my demons hide, It's where my demons hide"  Imagine Dragons - Demons.  *** Secuplik lagu tadi menutup perjalanan saya pulang kantor malam ini. Sembari mengantri macet oleh sebab mobil yang melampaui batas, mengambil jalur sebelah dan menghambat pergerakan lalu lintas, yang justru menjadi tontonan lucu karena mobil yang sepertinya dikendarai oleh sepasang suami istri itu, malah marah-marah. Padahal mereka salah. Saya menyaksikan bagaimana sang istri turun dari mobil, marah-marah, memarahi pengendara yang menghadang. Wajar mereka dihadang, mobil itu mencoba menyalip mobil-mobil lain dengan menggunakan jalur orang lain yang berlawanan arah. Tapi ketimbang mengaku salah dan membantu m...