Seeing Jess crying because Nick called it off, kinda reminds me of something. Also, it makes me realised the pattern. Why she has the same pattern as mine? Break up from 6 years relationship, got cheated on, find a soulmate in a friend but never worked it out, date an old man (why there's always an old man involved?), and try to make it work with the friend, it did work out, but it's not real so they have to call it off. Why?
Is this some kind of common pattern?
Also, Jess is in her thirty. I mean.. I'm basically thirty. I hang out with thirty-eth people and older.
I really need to break this pattern. I know I have to.
Or..
Maybe I should just see where this is heading before deciding my own direction.
Like..
You know..
I moved out from my old rented-room to a rented-house with a housemate, doing some womanly thing like cooking and cleaning and being adult, after I finished F.R.I.E.N.D.S.
TV Series means more than just entertaining to me, if it fits like F.R.I.E.N.D.S. It leads me to minimalism --because I kinda devastated when the show is over twenty years ago-- and I was crying in my bedroom in my parent's house, scrolling to something that I can use if I don't have a show to watch. That's when I found Josh and Nick's video.
I look forward to a new decision I will be made after I finished this show.
Also, I kinda don't wanna finish this show.
Nevermind. You won't get it. This is my thing. It's complicated. The economic problem is easier to solve.
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Bogor, Still the same day
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