I'm not gonna lie.. I'm scared of my own house now.
I just did my night routine, and I can't close my eyes for more than thirty second. I'm too scared that something will suddenly stand up behind me from the mirror when I open my eyes.
Also, I can't take a look to that corner. In that corner, there's this high white lamp, and maybe kinda feels like somebody standing there. That's where I saw it last night. God I can't get rid of that face. It feels really really real.. our eyes meet, so I can picture those eyes right now.
Maybe I'll sleep with lights on now. I can't have my self alone in the dark.. not now.
Or maybe I'll just watch the show..
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Bogor, January 8th 2021.
On this day last year, was my first day trip to Raijua. I was nervous, super nervous, and almost called it off.
Now can I call this house off? Like.. selling it with a real good price, move somewhere.. I can be a kost girl again. Free as a bird.
But..
I love baking, now. It helps me clear my mind. I also have to juice.. so.. well.. yeah..
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