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Same old everyday but I love it

I always love waking up to a Friday. There's something on this day that brings this positive energy and hopes that I hardly can explain why I'm feeling positive all day just because it's Friday. Even if, it's her birthday, and also she was gone on this day. But this day is truly a good day to die. Orang baik meninggalnya Hari Jumat.

So I woke up, and do the kind of morning routine I did every day: brew my coffee, go to my desk, put some videos on while eating light breakfast. Yesterday was three pies, today I have two donuts. Enough to keep me full until I began to scroll some menu in the go-food application. A slight difference for today is, I do some exercise.. a little exercise.. a veeery tiny little exercise on a yoga mattress I haven't folded since yesterday and I did that on purpose.

One week had passed without me leaving my house.
In the upcoming weeks, I'll be tense enough to see the light because the training session always challenges me to be a mature and calm version while got hit by a thick wall. But I love those pains, tho. So I'm not gonna complain. surely I'll cry a lot for the next tomorrows.

Here I am, sitting on my desk, with a french press coffee by my side, just accepting an invitation for tomorrow's session, and hoping that I'll get some answer for Monday. Same old questions that my beloved boss throws me every Monday Meeting. Also, I just watched John Krasinski's burning question and apparently he did crazy thing for Emily involving 24 hours flight just to see her for 24 hours in her awards and flew back on 24 hours flight. Men can do so much when they truly in love with you. Remember that.

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Friday, July 17th 2020
Whole wide world, and I only miss to see The Sea.

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