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#14 Jangan Pergi, aku cuma emosi [Fiksi]

Jenny masih berdiri di lorong gelap saat sesosok bayangan perlahan mendekat.
Aditya? Batinnya gugup. Adit.. Aditya! Jenny mencoba mendekati bayangan itu. Tapi tubuhnya tidak bisa digerakkan. ‘Aditya’ Jenny mencoba berteriak, namun tak ada suara yang keluar..
Bayangan itu mendekat.. semakin dekat. Hingga jarak mereka hanya beberapa langkah saja. Jenny menahan tangis, ingin rasanya memeluk sosok bayangan yang sangat dirindukan itu. Tapi tubuhnya kaku.. ‘Aditya..’ bisiknya dalam hening tanpa suara. Bayangan itu seperti hantu, melayang menembus tubuh Jenny dan bergerak pergi.

‘Adiiittyaaa!’ Jenny menangis kini. Bayangan itu tetap pergi.
Jenny merasakan tubuhnya bisa digerakkan kembali, namun ia terlalu lemas dan hanya bisa terduduk. Menatap bayangan lelaki yang dicintai itu semakin menjauh, menyatu dalam gelap terowongan yang tak menjanjikan cahaya..

‘Jangan... pergi...’

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Bogor, 28 Januari 2020
Jangan demam dong, Mim..

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