Thank you for the lesson,
Thank you for teaching me how to love a person.
Thank you for opening my eyes,
into realisation.
I never had one before..
I am ready to make a new step.
A morning where I wake up without a pack of memory you left.
Without a fear that one day..
I might lose you.
Because I already am.
Dear you,..
Even when the heart wants what it wants,
Reality will always be there to slap us with the truths
That I was..
I was crazy in love
Until I realised,
It's not love that I'm chasing.
It's you.
***
Long Pillah, Miri Sarawak. April 09th 2018.
This handwritten note I wrote, when I was waiting in the middle of forest.
I took a picture right after the writing was done,
But now it all gone.
I wait and wait..
and the waiting is now over.
I re-write this because it seems more relevant now than yesterday.
Maybe I was a joke,
And never be the heart that he chose.
But I know that Allah close,
and that's where I take my hopes on.
But I am grateful for these lesson.
I finally know a way of how to love a person.
I have loved you.
I really do.
Little did I know,
I find my self by loving you
and that's why I thank.. you.
Thank you for teaching me how to love a person.
Thank you for opening my eyes,
into realisation.
I never had one before..
I am ready to make a new step.
A morning where I wake up without a pack of memory you left.
Without a fear that one day..
I might lose you.
Because I already am.
Dear you,..
Even when the heart wants what it wants,
Reality will always be there to slap us with the truths
That I was..
I was crazy in love
Until I realised,
It's not love that I'm chasing.
It's you.
***
Long Pillah, Miri Sarawak. April 09th 2018.
This handwritten note I wrote, when I was waiting in the middle of forest.
I took a picture right after the writing was done,
But now it all gone.
I wait and wait..
and the waiting is now over.
I re-write this because it seems more relevant now than yesterday.
Maybe I was a joke,
And never be the heart that he chose.
But I know that Allah close,
and that's where I take my hopes on.
But I am grateful for these lesson.
I finally know a way of how to love a person.
I have loved you.
I really do.
Little did I know,
I find my self by loving you
and that's why I thank.. you.
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