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She puts her seatbelt on.
Driving fast, driving forward,
Never tend to look back


She sits behind her smile,
Hiding pain where its obvious to see
Light won't shine for her world
As the clouds she had chose for the company


She grab her purse and her dice
Rolling sleeves like no man did
Taking responsibility and run the world
Because her carriage never waits


She's delighted when she sees him
Eyes as bright as stars
Smile, as warm as sun
But he turn the fire into ice cold
Longing to see her die


She took kindness as her name
She let people stamp on her,
Believing she's the green green grass
Wishing to be wanted, needed, and loved


She laugh the hardest
Ignoring people at the loudest
She's better off alone and pushed people away
For loneliness is the antidote of a betrayal


You think..
Which one of you, could you think?
The first, the second, or the worst?
All woman have their own story,
Shared and untold
Struggling through temporary
While it was necessary

There may be a prince who's in search of a princess
But those two are lost in the woods, and have a clueless
For they know nothing about the world
They starve each other into lightning bolt

I may be the one who write it down, to you
While the rain or the train, bring you up to the pain

I got story and stories
I have people telling me their stories
I change their mind and their direction
While she needs someone to pull her closer

Worry not,

Life is as quick as a peek
Find the tempo, and you find your pace
None of us is the same
Walk and run and crawl if you may

I got story and stories
And I would love to tell you for the glory
Only if you change your mind, before it begins to get blurry
We won't promise tomorrow, so please be hurry


-after a three hours of emotional talk, between 13.53 to 17.00. From whom I learned about patience and honesty.

To, S
Love, H


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