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You are the One

Ya..

You are the one.

I've sending messages.
I creates some codes.
I did whatever it takes..

To show you, that you are the one.

But you never listen. And yet, you're standing there cold-heartedly. In silence you make no move. Like a piece of you has fallen, to never return. You're the statue, I'm the pigeon.

I've sending messages, I flock and fly, and you never notice.

You should stay, or you should go. I no longer care. I've spent my youth waiting, and I'm not younger than yesterday everyday. Tick tock.. Time is ticking.

The better one always come by around the corner. Yet, I still looking for you. Ummm.... No sound! You weren't there! Here? No. You're not here. You're not wherever I'm looking for.

So.. I let you go. Walk away, and it starts raining. And I started to cry. But then I smile as the rainbow came in. Turns out.. I'm healed. The storm has pass.. Now that I'm a free pigeon.

Wait..

Is that you?

Yes.. That is you! Standing there again. Blocking my way to certainty. With that sweet smile I adore. With that simple joke I craved for. With that very not helpful hand, I missed for so long.

You said hi, and I said.. What do you want?

No answer.

You disturb me with that silent. Annoy me with that smile.

What do you want? I said in a squeezing voice. I can't breathe. I walk the storm just to cast your shadow, now you come like there was nothing.

Will you say something?
Or will you move out from the door? You're blocking the way, and I'm tired of keep on letting you go over again.

Again, you smile. You call me with your favorite nickname, as I call you your favorite nickname. And we both laugh for happiness. The one I wanna hold so dearly. A kind of happiness I only want to share with you.

I've told you, you are the one.

***

And all at once, you are the one I have been waiting for

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