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We've been waiting the entire life to be happy. Why won't we start today, fulfill the moment, and live life to the fullest?

Year end is coming, and as a newbie minimalist I should evaluate my self over and over again. 
I haven't declutter for the past two months. I got trapped into job, and I barely have no time for hobby. I am exhausted for no reason and still have so much work to do. 

Does it make me a failed-minimalist?

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Before anyone put any judgment on me, I'll let the wind blow and move all the whisper out. Because I'm not living my life for other people. I'm doing this for me and my clarity. And it's so simple to be happy again after a frustrating days at work. 

One week in West Kalimantan, with limited signal and bunch of work, and ugly weather, I feel like drowning in the river of responsibilities. I have let go the dream I've kept for so long, I have releasing every ambition and live for nothing. Almost. 

Until I moved back to the town, having a small talk with a friend - meaningful one- and decided to start another new page. 

Moving out seems so easy to me now, because I haven't live in my own house yet. Maybe this month I'll proceed to move in, as the house building is getting cracks here and there of an emptiness. The idea of changing my life, is always fascinate me. I keep changing at every stage of life, thus.. require a different level of me. 

Thinking about starting a new life, I am now imagining an empty wall, and empty room. Soon enough, the room will be filled with clutter. With all my stuff I'll take. 

So before that happen, I have made some plan, to create DIY organizers.

I'll post it here later. 

So.. 

before you think that you're sad, or not yet deserve to be happy, remember this:

Every day, is our day. every minute, will never return. we are all waiting for death. And to fill the gap, we must do something beneficial, something that we can use. Instead of moaning, and crying (but it still ok to do that sometime), move your feet up on the ground and start creating stuff from left-over. used cloths, turns into napkin, used bedsheet turns into curtain, everything that you can use instead of throwing away. 

Despite of cheering our mood, this activity will help you get some saving. You don't have to buy lipstick rack because you can create it from used toilet paper cartoon. 

Look closer, and pay attention to little detail. Maybe, at some weird spot, you find what you've searching for. 

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